December 28, 2008

I'm Wifey Material but why am I still single?!

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo the other day my friend and I were talking about how guys always have that one WOMAN, not girl because women are on a whole different level and than a girl who they know that is just that one who is perfect for them. Guys always spitting "game" saying that they are perfect that this woman makes them into the better man, yada yada yada (if you are wifey material you know what I am talking about). We hear the same game over and over again but when it gets down to it these same guys run off with our hearts not wanting to commit to us. I just don't understand why you are shopping at the dollar store when you can buy anything from rodeo drive (lol ya'll like that?!)

I have had so many different experiences with different guys where they have told me that I am the one because I am smart, pretty, and have my mind right. While they were spitting this mad game at me (and me being a fool who wants to fall in love believed every single word of it) they was out messing with other females who couldn't even compete with me in Uno (lol). I know I may sound a little conceited, trust I'm not, I just been so hurt and tired of all these guys out in the world saying that they are tired of these "Hoes" in the world who break their hearts and sleep around with their whole crew....... If you are so tired of all of this, then why do you keep going back to them when there are WOMEN out there who have their lives together. Now I would understand if I didn't have anything to offer someone in a relationship but I feel like my life is somewhat together lol. I'm a grad student, have a wonderful job, not that crazy lol, decent to look at (i think i am pretty......), THICKALICOUS, and o so ready to not to be single anymore but why am I single when everyone considers I am wifey material?!

I feel as though every guy I have talked to has always put me on the back burner once they find out that I am not gonna give it up that quickly. Why is that?! Is sex that overrated for people to miss out on a grand opportunity of meeting their soulmate? I mean I understand once you start having sex you will always have a temptation to keep doing it, but does this truly affect your relationship?! I'm not saying that I haven't had sex, but I am a new woman who has seen that sex is something sacred between two people who are deeply in love with eachother and have a stronger bond than just boyfriend and girlfriend. So just because I believe in this affects the way men approach me?! I think that is truly sad, I think if you truly want something then you will do anything to have it right?! So why not leave these girls alone and get with someone that will become your wife?

I might have to make a part 2 to this to go more in depth but this is just a little taste of what I wanted to get off of my chest.

December 27, 2008

New Year, New me?! Hopefully............

So I am starting to make my list of Goals for the New year and here is what I have so far.
  • Keep my apartment clean
  • Study everyday
  • read books that I enjoy
  • No fast food
  • take care of myself
  • eat more fruits and veggies
  • exercise more often
  • save money from each check
  • stop being lazy
  • organize my life
  • attend more programs and events
  • movie nights with my wonderful staff
  • be more productive during the weekends
  • take care of my hair
  • start a facial care routine
  • no junk food
  • study more in my bible
  • talk to my Heavenly Father more
  • Develop a new workout every week, so I won't get tired/bored of working out
  • Don't quit anything
  • eat breakfast
  • drinks LOTS of water with my new watter bottle
  • 100 sit ups a day
  • 100 jumping jacks a day
  • BLOG EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I really want to do this for real, its a stress relief)
  • Keep my hair done cause I cant be looking a hot mess
  • Read "A Mercy"
  • Start a running routine

That is what I have so far and I will keep you all posted if these things work out. Oh yea and keep your eyes open because I'm bout to blog everyday about 101 black women and about things that I need to get off of my chest lol trust if you want to be entertain you will become a faithful follower of my blog.