Operation 25th Freakum Dress

Look who is back?!

I know I know..... I have been MIA...... I think its was because I was ashamed of my not so much weight loss journey..... Man! I have been having an emotional battle with everything and I don't even know where to start..... but you know what?! I missed blogging because it was my out....

I hope you missed seeing my blogs, because I sure miss following everyone.  Later I will have a vlog about my re-starting of my weight loss journey, so look out for that.

Just for fun :o)

All about people who were born on the lovely 21st of September (tweets I copied and pasted lol)

TheDailyVirgo Virgo 

 by inspired_bylove

Natives of September 21 want to give their family emotional and financial security, then they feel free to concentrate on professional goals

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TheDailyVirgo Virgo 

 by inspired_bylove

People born on #Sept21 have a taste for the good life, but they rarely let it get in the way of making sound financial decisions

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TheDailyVirgo Virgo 

 by inspired_bylove

September 21 people value career choices that give them the chance to use their intelligence and creativity.

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TheDailyVirgo Virgo 

 by inspired_bylove

Friendship is a vital component in the lives of Sept21 natives.They need validation frm ppl they trust and yearn 4 supportive companionship

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TheDailyVirgo Virgo 

 by inspired_bylove

Women and men born on #September21 have a tremendous fear of failure and so may sometimes hold back their enthusiasm and commitment

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TheDailyVirgo Virgo 

 by inspired_bylove

Virgos born on #September21 are quiet and personable. They may be extraordinarily shy in youth, but they learn to overcome this

I'm such a failure!!!!

Alright, as if you cannot tell, I quit the 30 day shred after only the 10th day....... JUST SAD!!!!!

Even though I only did it for 10 days I did lose 4inches (hey now!).  So I have decided to restarted for the month of December.  So starting tomorrow me and Jillian will be bffs again.

So I know you all missed me, well I am back at it....

Day 10 of 30- Last day of level 1 (hopefully lol) and Confessions

Day 10 is completed and I am now watching level 2 so I can mentally prepare myself for tomorrow.

I did not weigh in with my trainer today because she wasn't feeling good this morning...  I had good intentions to workout anyways but yea that did not happen..... Which leads me to confession time....

CONFESSIONS:

• This morning I went to the gym and was only on the treadmill for 7 minutes and then I left
• instead of going home after the gym, I went to McDonald's and order things I had no business of ordering ugh!!!!
• I so was thinking about skipping out on the shred but I push through my laziness
• I have not tracked my food and forever and a day, this is my struggle
• I have been slipping with my water intake
• I have been SUPER LAZY and when I get like this all I do is nap and eat

So based off of my confessions I need to get my life together ASAP!!!!!

SN:  I am currently watching level 2 of the 30 day shred and I think I might really die/cry throughout the whole workout tomorrow (I am praying right now for strength lol)

Oh!!!!  My friend/coworker/mentor/SHEro Dee has such beautiful handwriting that she is going to write down some motivating/inspiring quotes so I can post them around my apt and carry them around with me.  I am excited about that!!!!!!

Motivation:

Day 9 of 30

Day 9= completed

So my friend gave me a great idea to switch up the Shred workout, though I do not know if I am ready for it lol.  She was saying I should do 10 days of  each level..... Over the weekend I watch the other levels and man they are intense....  If I do these 10 day each thing, that means tomorrow is my last day for level one..... I am going to pray about this but I think I can do it and it would be a great push for me.

Tomorrow is my weigh/measurement day with my trainer (so the moment of truth).  This will allow me to see if I have any results from the Jillian Michaels workout since I have been doing it for over a week now.  Like I said yesterday, I feel like I am smaller.....  But its my eating habits that is killing me!!!!!!!  I feel like I need to join/ make up a challenge about what I am eating.  I am thinking about not eating after 7pm for real.  That might really just help me with everything.

Motivation:

This is so true!!!!!  I think I may post this on my fridge and even carry this quote around w/me, so I will think about it when I am eating my food.